By Mike Latona
Catholic Courier,
Rochester, NY
EDITOR'S NOTE: The names of
some people interviewed for this story were withheld in order to protect their
privacy.
The many faces of
addiction
By Mike Latona/Catholic
Courier
EDITOR'S NOTE: The names of some people
interviewed for this story were withheld in order to protect their
privacy.
You avoid abusing drugs and alcohol. That means
you're not prone to addiction, right?
Before making that assumption, it may be worth
asking yourself if you:
* Can't tear yourself away from your iPad or
smart phone.
* Work 60 hours a week when you're not required
to do so.
* Never manage to pass the supermarket lottery
machine without dropping several dollars.
* Are so involved with your local church or
social/fraternal organization that you often miss dinner with your spouse and
children.
* Engage so frequently in other activities --
even those that may seem harmless or even admirable -- that your job,
relationships, financial state and/or health are put at risk.
Deacon Gregory Doyle, who in 1981 founded
Rochester's Matt Talbot Ministries to assist people with addictive behaviors and
those affected by them, said his staff has been dealing in recent years with an
expanded variety of addictions as science and social change have broadened the
definition of addiction. Now included on the list of potential additions --
along with drinking and drugs -- are sex/pornography, the Internet, shopping,
religion, sugar, gambling, caffeine, nicotine, work, television, reading,
performance/exercise, stealing, food, perfectionism, relationships, control,
laziness, manipulation, caretaking and lying.
Deacon Doyle and his daughter-in-law, Lauren,
the executive director of Matt Talbot Ministries, explained that addiction
occurs when one's life has become unmanageable and out of balance.
Social worker and counselor Ann Domingos, who
has worked primarily with drug and alcohol addicts, agreed that the addictive
mind works the same regardless of what has overtaken it.
"Addiction is addiction is addiction," said
Domingos, who recently stepped down as director of Mercycare Addiction Treatment
Center, a service of Hornell's St. James Mercy Hospital.
We're all prone to addiction simply because of
our humanness, the Doyles observed, while Domingos pointed out that she's worked
with people from all socioeconomic backgrounds and life
circumstances.
"Addiction does not care where you come from,"
she remarked.
Loss of control
An addictive substance or activity provides
feelings of pleasure or relief from pain, Domingos said, noting that the
frequency of usage increases as addicts build their world around their
addictions -- even when they're aware of the negative consequences.
"If someone is addicted, the rational part of
your brain does not override the chemical piece of your brain," she said. "If
you keep chasing that feeling, eventually you're going to (experience) a knee
operation if it's running, credit-card debt if you're shopping, losing your
family if you're always at work."
She observed that addiction starts out slowly,
beginning with sporadic activity before becoming a habit and then a compulsion:
"There's a progression to it; that's why there's denial. People lose control
without really knowing that they've lost the control."
While it's hard to predict who will become
addicts and who won't, Domingos said that many people have genetic dispositions
that increase the likelihood of addiction. She added that addictions can overlap
with compulsions and such mental conditions as obsessive-compulsive
disorder.
Meanwhile, the Doyles noted that addiction can
go beyond a dependence on substances or activities, surfacing as well within
interpersonal relationships. Caretaking, for instance, "can go overboard.
Nothing is left for you, your kids or God," Lauren Doyle said.
Theresa and Gary (not their real names) found
this to be the case after they began visiting Matt Talbot Ministries nearly 20
years ago, as they struggled to cope with the drug and alcohol addictions of
their two sons. Through their sessions there, they discovered that they, also,
were addicted -- to caretaking. Theresa and Gary came to realize they'd fallen
into codependency. Despite their good intentions, they had become so involved in
their caretaking roles that they were ignoring their own needs and not helping
their sons move toward recovery.
"It's easy to make excuses for them -- 'Sorry,
he didn't feel well today' -- and believe that it's all going to be OK," Theresa
said. "It's well-meaning, but it's misplaced well-meaning. We didn't want to see
it. You kind of protect yourself from that kind of thing."
Theresa learned how to "not put yourself in a
situation where you're focusing on these problems to where it takes your own
sense of value away. Somehow you have to stop that chaos and live your life, and
you let the (sons) go and let them find answers."
Gary added that he's now aware that "with
addiction, those who are dealing with the addict are often the ones who have to
change."
Spirituality in
recovery
In order for such change to begin, Matt Talbot
Ministries digs in on the four "Ds" -- denial, defense, delusion and dysfunction
-- all of which stand in the way of honestly viewing the extent of an
addiction.
"You have to be willing to acknowledge and
accept your own stuff," Lauren Doyle said. Yet she said that with many
addictions, "people think they're normal. They don't see the unmanageability."
Rather, she said, they may focus on the addictions of others, such as
celebrities: "They think, 'I'm not one of those.' They have an image of
other people being worse."
Domingos added that addicts naturally dig in
their heels because they can't bear the thought of parting with their
addictions. Yet she said if they do seek help, that signals a crack in the
facade that makes recovery possible.
"People don't want to stop their addiction until
the consequences generally are painful," said Domingos, who left St. James Mercy
in mid-August to become vice president of support services for Arbor
Development, a housing agency in Bath for people in need.
"What happens for people is that the addiction
stops working for them," Domingos continued. "It starts out as a tool for them
but it stops working. Really, what they want to give up is the pain that's
associated with it -- the pain for them, their families, their employers. I
could write a book; some of it is very heartbreaking."
Mercycare and Matt Talbot Ministries employ many
components of the 12-step program made famous by Alcoholics Anonymous. Among
those steps are for the addict to admit powerlessness over the addiction;
acknowledge a higher power to provide strength in recovery; and address past
errors and make amends for them. Domingos also noted the importance of
identifying the underlying feelings and circumstances that may have sparked the
addiction.
Spirituality is the cornerstone of the
nondenominational Matt Talbot Ministries, which depends less on science and
psychology than many other rehabilitation services. The Doyles said their
ministerial experience has shown their approach to be highly effective in
recovery.
"That's why we're in business," Deacon Doyle
said, explaining that addicts may feel recovery is impossible until they come to
believe that with God, anything is possible.
"They can stop if they commit themselves to
God," he stated. "On your own you can't stop, period."
"When you reach into the spirit, it's entirely
different," Theresa added.
Toward serenity
Deacon Doyle said he believes addictive behavior
is an essentially selfish act -- and that in order to restore a healthy
spiritual balance to one's life, the addict must become more focused on the
needs of others. In the process to remove all temptations, he noted, the addict
also will have to alter his or her environment and social circles.
"Your friends change when you get into
recovery," Deacon Doyle said.
But making such profound changes is a mighty
tall order in the face of temptation and withdrawal symptoms. Thus, Domingos and
the Doyles acknowledged that recovery is not guaranteed and that the specter of
relapse may never be far away.
"People think, 'I've got this licked, I know
when to stop.' Then they start all over again," Lauren Doyle said. "A lot of
people don't want to commit. They don't want to follow the discipline you need
in good recovery."
Theresa, Gary and their sons have managed to
stick to their disciplines in recent years, and as a result "everybody is in
recovery and doing well," Theresa said. Yet she said she doesn't assume that
addiction won't flare up again, so she approaches all their recoveries as a
daily process. Lauren Doyle said this is a wise mind-set, stressing the
importance of meditation, prayer, exercise and attendance at support meetings in
maintaining recovery and serenity.
The Doyles said they've seen numerous success
stories over the years. Deacon Doyle, for instance, keeps in touch with a
sexaholic who has begun a successful support ministry for other sex addicts, and
with an alcoholic priest from another diocese who has returned to parish
ministry "happy and content as can be."
"Many people still call us, living their lives
with a lot of joy," Lauren Doyle said.
Deacon Doyle said people who have contact with
addicts can play an important role in recovery as well, by understanding the
stranglehold of addiction and not expecting the addicts to suddenly drop their
destructive behaviors. Domingos agreed, saying addicts stand a better chance of
recovery if those around them appreciate "the humanity behind addiction" and
offer support rather than criticism.
"These are human beings who are just trying to,
for the most part, live their life the way anybody else is. They all had the
same dreams and aspirations as young people. I mean, addicts are not bad people.
And I think a lot of society views them as bad people," Domingos said. "I truly
don't believe that 99.5 percent of the addicted population wants to be
addicted."
- See more at:
http://catholiccourier.com/in-depth/health/previous-stories/the-many-faces-of-addiction/?keywords=matt%20talbot&tag=&searchSectionID=#sthash.leB4x42L.dpuf
The many faces of
addiction
By Mike Latona/Catholic
Courier
EDITOR'S NOTE: The names of some people
interviewed for this story were withheld in order to protect their
privacy.
You avoid abusing drugs and alcohol. That means
you're not prone to addiction, right?
Before making that assumption, it may be worth
asking yourself if you:
* Can't tear yourself away from your iPad or
smart phone.
* Work 60 hours a week when you're not required
to do so.
* Never manage to pass the supermarket lottery
machine without dropping several dollars.
* Are so involved with your local church or
social/fraternal organization that you often miss dinner with your spouse and
children.
* Engage so frequently in other activities --
even those that may seem harmless or even admirable -- that your job,
relationships, financial state and/or health are put at risk.
Deacon Gregory Doyle, who in 1981 founded
Rochester's Matt Talbot Ministries to assist people with addictive behaviors and
those affected by them, said his staff has been dealing in recent years with an
expanded variety of addictions as science and social change have broadened the
definition of addiction. Now included on the list of potential additions --
along with drinking and drugs -- are sex/pornography, the Internet, shopping,
religion, sugar, gambling, caffeine, nicotine, work, television, reading,
performance/exercise, stealing, food, perfectionism, relationships, control,
laziness, manipulation, caretaking and lying.
Deacon Doyle and his daughter-in-law, Lauren,
the executive director of Matt Talbot Ministries, explained that addiction
occurs when one's life has become unmanageable and out of balance.
Social worker and counselor Ann Domingos, who
has worked primarily with drug and alcohol addicts, agreed that the addictive
mind works the same regardless of what has overtaken it.
"Addiction is addiction is addiction," said
Domingos, who recently stepped down as director of Mercycare Addiction Treatment
Center, a service of Hornell's St. James Mercy Hospital.
We're all prone to addiction simply because of
our humanness, the Doyles observed, while Domingos pointed out that she's worked
with people from all socioeconomic backgrounds and life
circumstances.
"Addiction does not care where you come from,"
she remarked.
Loss of control
An addictive substance or activity provides
feelings of pleasure or relief from pain, Domingos said, noting that the
frequency of usage increases as addicts build their world around their
addictions -- even when they're aware of the negative consequences.
"If someone is addicted, the rational part of
your brain does not override the chemical piece of your brain," she said. "If
you keep chasing that feeling, eventually you're going to (experience) a knee
operation if it's running, credit-card debt if you're shopping, losing your
family if you're always at work."
She observed that addiction starts out slowly,
beginning with sporadic activity before becoming a habit and then a compulsion:
"There's a progression to it; that's why there's denial. People lose control
without really knowing that they've lost the control."
While it's hard to predict who will become
addicts and who won't, Domingos said that many people have genetic dispositions
that increase the likelihood of addiction. She added that addictions can overlap
with compulsions and such mental conditions as obsessive-compulsive
disorder.
Meanwhile, the Doyles noted that addiction can
go beyond a dependence on substances or activities, surfacing as well within
interpersonal relationships. Caretaking, for instance, "can go overboard.
Nothing is left for you, your kids or God," Lauren Doyle said.
Theresa and Gary (not their real names) found
this to be the case after they began visiting Matt Talbot Ministries nearly 20
years ago, as they struggled to cope with the drug and alcohol addictions of
their two sons. Through their sessions there, they discovered that they, also,
were addicted -- to caretaking. Theresa and Gary came to realize they'd fallen
into codependency. Despite their good intentions, they had become so involved in
their caretaking roles that they were ignoring their own needs and not helping
their sons move toward recovery.
"It's easy to make excuses for them -- 'Sorry,
he didn't feel well today' -- and believe that it's all going to be OK," Theresa
said. "It's well-meaning, but it's misplaced well-meaning. We didn't want to see
it. You kind of protect yourself from that kind of thing."
Theresa learned how to "not put yourself in a
situation where you're focusing on these problems to where it takes your own
sense of value away. Somehow you have to stop that chaos and live your life, and
you let the (sons) go and let them find answers."
Gary added that he's now aware that "with
addiction, those who are dealing with the addict are often the ones who have to
change."
Spirituality in
recovery
In order for such change to begin, Matt Talbot
Ministries digs in on the four "Ds" -- denial, defense, delusion and dysfunction
-- all of which stand in the way of honestly viewing the extent of an
addiction.
"You have to be willing to acknowledge and
accept your own stuff," Lauren Doyle said. Yet she said that with many
addictions, "people think they're normal. They don't see the unmanageability."
Rather, she said, they may focus on the addictions of others, such as
celebrities: "They think, 'I'm not one of those.' They have an image of
other people being worse."
Domingos added that addicts naturally dig in
their heels because they can't bear the thought of parting with their
addictions. Yet she said if they do seek help, that signals a crack in the
facade that makes recovery possible.
"People don't want to stop their addiction until
the consequences generally are painful," said Domingos, who left St. James Mercy
in mid-August to become vice president of support services for Arbor
Development, a housing agency in Bath for people in need.
"What happens for people is that the addiction
stops working for them," Domingos continued. "It starts out as a tool for them
but it stops working. Really, what they want to give up is the pain that's
associated with it -- the pain for them, their families, their employers. I
could write a book; some of it is very heartbreaking."
Mercycare and Matt Talbot Ministries employ many
components of the 12-step program made famous by Alcoholics Anonymous. Among
those steps are for the addict to admit powerlessness over the addiction;
acknowledge a higher power to provide strength in recovery; and address past
errors and make amends for them. Domingos also noted the importance of
identifying the underlying feelings and circumstances that may have sparked the
addiction.
Spirituality is the cornerstone of the
nondenominational Matt Talbot Ministries, which depends less on science and
psychology than many other rehabilitation services. The Doyles said their
ministerial experience has shown their approach to be highly effective in
recovery.
"That's why we're in business," Deacon Doyle
said, explaining that addicts may feel recovery is impossible until they come to
believe that with God, anything is possible.
"They can stop if they commit themselves to
God," he stated. "On your own you can't stop, period."
"When you reach into the spirit, it's entirely
different," Theresa added.
Toward serenity
Deacon Doyle said he believes addictive behavior
is an essentially selfish act -- and that in order to restore a healthy
spiritual balance to one's life, the addict must become more focused on the
needs of others. In the process to remove all temptations, he noted, the addict
also will have to alter his or her environment and social circles.
"Your friends change when you get into
recovery," Deacon Doyle said.
But making such profound changes is a mighty
tall order in the face of temptation and withdrawal symptoms. Thus, Domingos and
the Doyles acknowledged that recovery is not guaranteed and that the specter of
relapse may never be far away.
"People think, 'I've got this licked, I know
when to stop.' Then they start all over again," Lauren Doyle said. "A lot of
people don't want to commit. They don't want to follow the discipline you need
in good recovery."
Theresa, Gary and their sons have managed to
stick to their disciplines in recent years, and as a result "everybody is in
recovery and doing well," Theresa said. Yet she said she doesn't assume that
addiction won't flare up again, so she approaches all their recoveries as a
daily process. Lauren Doyle said this is a wise mind-set, stressing the
importance of meditation, prayer, exercise and attendance at support meetings in
maintaining recovery and serenity.
The Doyles said they've seen numerous success
stories over the years. Deacon Doyle, for instance, keeps in touch with a
sexaholic who has begun a successful support ministry for other sex addicts, and
with an alcoholic priest from another diocese who has returned to parish
ministry "happy and content as can be."
"Many people still call us, living their lives
with a lot of joy," Lauren Doyle said.
Deacon Doyle said people who have contact with
addicts can play an important role in recovery as well, by understanding the
stranglehold of addiction and not expecting the addicts to suddenly drop their
destructive behaviors. Domingos agreed, saying addicts stand a better chance of
recovery if those around them appreciate "the humanity behind addiction" and
offer support rather than criticism.
"These are human beings who are just trying to,
for the most part, live their life the way anybody else is. They all had the
same dreams and aspirations as young people. I mean, addicts are not bad people.
And I think a lot of society views them as bad people," Domingos said. "I truly
don't believe that 99.5 percent of the addicted population wants to be
addicted."
- See more at:
http://catholiccourier.com/in-depth/health/previous-stories/the-many-faces-of-addiction/?keywords=matt%20talbot&tag=&searchSectionID=#sthash.leB4x42L.dpuf
You avoid abusing drugs and alcohol. That means you're
not prone to addiction, right?
Before making that assumption, it may be worth asking
yourself if you:
* Can't tear yourself away from your iPad or smart
phone.
* Work 60 hours a week when you're not required to do
so.
* Never manage to pass the supermarket lottery machine
without dropping several dollars.
* Are so involved with your local church or
social/fraternal organization that you often miss dinner with your spouse and
children.
* Engage so frequently in other activities -- even those
that may seem harmless or even admirable -- that your job, relationships,
financial state and/or health are put at risk.
Deacon Gregory Doyle, who in 1981 founded Rochester's
Matt Talbot Ministries to assist people with addictive behaviors and those
affected by them, said his staff has been dealing in recent years with an
expanded variety of addictions as science and social change have broadened the
definition of addiction. Now included on the list of potential additions --
along with drinking and drugs -- are sex/pornography, the Internet, shopping,
religion, sugar, gambling, caffeine, nicotine, work, television, reading,
performance/exercise, stealing, food, perfectionism, relationships, control,
laziness, manipulation, caretaking and lying.
Deacon Doyle and his daughter-in-law, Lauren, the
executive director of Matt Talbot Ministries, explained that addiction occurs
when one's life has become unmanageable and out of balance.
Social worker and counselor Ann Domingos, who has worked
primarily with drug and alcohol addicts, agreed that the addictive mind works
the same regardless of what has overtaken it.
"Addiction is addiction is addiction," said Domingos,
who recently stepped down as director of Mercycare Addiction Treatment Center, a
service of Hornell's St. James Mercy Hospital.
We're all prone to addiction simply because of our
humanness, the Doyles observed, while Domingos pointed out that she's worked
with people from all socioeconomic backgrounds and life
circumstances.
"Addiction does not care where you come from," she
remarked.
Loss of
control
An addictive substance or activity provides feelings of
pleasure or relief from pain, Domingos said, noting that the frequency of usage
increases as addicts build their world around their addictions -- even when
they're aware of the negative consequences.
"If someone is addicted, the rational part of your brain
does not override the chemical piece of your brain," she said. "If you keep
chasing that feeling, eventually you're going to (experience) a knee operation
if it's running, credit-card debt if you're shopping, losing your family if
you're always at work."
She observed that addiction starts out slowly, beginning
with sporadic activity before becoming a habit and then a compulsion: "There's a
progression to it; that's why there's denial. People lose control without really
knowing that they've lost the control."
While it's hard to predict who will become addicts and
who won't, Domingos said that many people have genetic dispositions that
increase the likelihood of addiction. She added that addictions can overlap with
compulsions and such mental conditions as obsessive-compulsive
disorder.
Meanwhile, the Doyles noted that addiction can go beyond
a dependence on substances or activities, surfacing as well within interpersonal
relationships. Caretaking, for instance, "can go overboard. Nothing is left for
you, your kids or God," Lauren Doyle said.
Theresa and Gary (not their real names) found this to be
the case after they began visiting Matt Talbot Ministries nearly 20 years ago,
as they struggled to cope with the drug and alcohol addictions of their two
sons. Through their sessions there, they discovered that they, also, were
addicted -- to caretaking. Theresa and Gary came to realize they'd fallen into
codependency. Despite their good intentions, they had become so involved in
their caretaking roles that they were ignoring their own needs and not helping
their sons move toward recovery.
"It's easy to make excuses for them -- 'Sorry, he didn't
feel well today' -- and believe that it's all going to be OK," Theresa said.
"It's well-meaning, but it's misplaced well-meaning. We didn't want to see it.
You kind of protect yourself from that kind of thing."
Theresa learned how to "not put yourself in a situation
where you're focusing on these problems to where it takes your own sense of
value away. Somehow you have to stop that chaos and live your life, and you let
the (sons) go and let them find answers."
Gary added that he's now aware that "with addiction, those
who are dealing with the addict are often the ones who have to
change."
Spirituality in
recovery
In order for such change to begin, Matt Talbot
Ministries digs in on the four "Ds" -- denial, defense, delusion and dysfunction
-- all of which stand in the way of honestly viewing the extent of an
addiction.
"You have to be willing to acknowledge and accept your
own stuff," Lauren Doyle said. Yet she said that with many addictions, "people
think they're normal. They don't see the unmanageability." Rather, she said,
they may focus on the addictions of others, such as celebrities: "They think,
'I'm not one of those.' They have an image of other people being
worse."
Domingos added that addicts naturally dig in their heels
because they can't bear the thought of parting with their addictions. Yet she
said if they do seek help, that signals a crack in the facade that makes
recovery possible.
"People don't want to stop their addiction until the
consequences generally are painful," said Domingos, who left St. James Mercy in
mid-August to become vice president of support services for Arbor Development, a
housing agency in Bath for people in need.
"What happens for people is that the addiction stops
working for them," Domingos continued. "It starts out as a tool for them but it
stops working. Really, what they want to give up is the pain that's associated
with it -- the pain for them, their families, their employers. I could write a
book; some of it is very heartbreaking."
Mercycare and Matt Talbot Ministries employ many
components of the 12-step program made famous by Alcoholics Anonymous. Among
those steps are for the addict to admit powerlessness over the addiction;
acknowledge a higher power to provide strength in recovery; and address past
errors and make amends for them. Domingos also noted the importance of
identifying the underlying feelings and circumstances that may have sparked the
addiction.
Spirituality is the cornerstone of the nondenominational
Matt Talbot Ministries, which depends less on science and psychology than many
other rehabilitation services. The Doyles said their ministerial experience has
shown their approach to be highly effective in recovery.
"That's why we're in business," Deacon Doyle said,
explaining that addicts may feel recovery is impossible until they come to
believe that with God, anything is possible.
"They can stop if they commit themselves to God," he
stated. "On your own you can't stop, period."
"When you reach into the spirit, it's entirely
different," Theresa added.
Toward
serenity
Deacon Doyle said he believes addictive behavior is an
essentially selfish act -- and that in order to restore a healthy spiritual
balance to one's life, the addict must become more focused on the needs of
others. In the process to remove all temptations, he noted, the addict also will
have to alter his or her environment and social circles.
"Your friends change when you get into recovery," Deacon
Doyle said.
But making such profound changes is a mighty tall order
in the face of temptation and withdrawal symptoms. Thus, Domingos and the Doyles
acknowledged that recovery is not guaranteed and that the specter of relapse may
never be far away.
"People think, 'I've got this licked, I know when to
stop.' Then they start all over again," Lauren Doyle said. "A lot of people
don't want to commit. They don't want to follow the discipline you need in good
recovery."
Theresa, Gary and their sons have managed to stick to
their disciplines in recent years, and as a result "everybody is in recovery and
doing well," Theresa said. Yet she said she doesn't assume that addiction won't
flare up again, so she approaches all their recoveries as a daily process.
Lauren Doyle said this is a wise mind-set, stressing the importance of
meditation, prayer, exercise and attendance at support meetings in maintaining
recovery and serenity.
The Doyles said they've seen numerous success stories
over the years. Deacon Doyle, for instance, keeps in touch with a sexaholic who
has begun a successful support ministry for other sex addicts, and with an
alcoholic priest from another diocese who has returned to parish ministry "happy
and content as can be."
"Many people still call us, living their lives with a
lot of joy," Lauren Doyle said.
Deacon Doyle said people who have contact with addicts
can play an important role in recovery as well, by understanding the
stranglehold of addiction and not expecting the addicts to suddenly drop their
destructive behaviors. Domingos agreed, saying addicts stand a better chance of
recovery if those around them appreciate "the humanity behind addiction" and
offer support rather than criticism.
"These are human beings who are just trying to, for the
most part, live their life the way anybody else is. They all had the same dreams
and aspirations as young people. I mean, addicts are not bad people. And I think
a lot of society views them as bad people," Domingos said. "I truly don't
believe that 99.5 percent of the addicted population wants to be
addicted."
