Daily communion and Eucharistic Adoration were key in Matt Talbot's life.
The Bread
of Angels
By Fr. Joseph
Esper
"In 1856 a boy named Matt was born to
a poor family in Ireland,
the second of 12 children. His father was a laborer with a fierce temper and a
fondness for alcohol; his mother was a hardworking, saintly woman who tried to
ensure her children grew up to become good Catholics. Matt never had much of an
education; at the age of 12 he got his first job—working in a wine bottling
store. Soon afterwards he came home drunk for the first time; the beating
administered by his father had little effect, for Matt kept on coming home
intoxicated every day. Before long he was a hardened alcoholic, but he was
always kind and helpful toward his family and friends, and, in spite of his
drinking, was capable of working hard. Matt held a series of jobs and was
well-liked by everyone; he spent most of his paycheck buying drinks for himself
and his buddies. He attended Mass each Sunday but didn’t receive Holy Communion
or otherwise practice his faith. Through it all, his mother continued praying
for his conversion.
One
night, after being unable to get a drink because he was broke, and not finding
anyone willing to buy a drink for him, Matt wandered the streets of Dublin, deciding it was
time to give up alcohol. He was tormented by thirst and the agony of alcohol
withdrawal; he went to a church, hoping to receive Communion, but the church
was still locked. Matt collapsed, and as he lay there, he begged God for the
grace to overcome his addiction. As worshippers arrived for the early Mass,
they were disgusted to see a drunk lying on the doorstep of the church—but,
unseen by them, a miracle of grace was taking place. God heard Matt’s prayer;
at the age of 28, he was given the strength to turn away from alcohol for the rest
of his life. Matt went home and told his mother he was going to take the
pledge; she was happy but told him not to do so unless he really meant it. Matt
did mean it, and he pledged to give up drinking for three months; those were
the hardest twelve weeks of his life, but he persevered. After this success, he
took the pledge for a full year, and when the year passed without him having a
drop of alcohol, he took the pledge for the rest of his life—and he lived up to
that promise.
For
the rest of his life, Matt was a quiet, humble, friendly, hard-working
Catholic, quick to share a smile, a laugh, and a helping hand. He not only
swore off drinking, but also cursing and foul language; he became known for
speaking his mind in a respectful way, for acts of charity, and for a quiet but
profound commitment to his Catholic faith. The prayers of his mother helped him
convert, but it was the Eucharist which made it possible for him to persevere
in his new way of life. Each morning he attended 5am Mass before starting work
at 6am; during his lunch hour he would visit a nearby church, and after work he
frequently made a Holy Hour or went on short pilgrimages to nearby parishes.
Because of his genuine conversion and his heroic virtues, the Church has given
him the title Venerable Matt Talbot, and Ireland awaits and prays for his
eventual beatification and canonization as a saint (Tonne, Vol. 10, #99; Ball, Modern
Saints, II, p. 361). It was the Eucharist that helped Matt Talbot leave
behind the way of death and instead travel the path of eternal life—and Jesus
wants us to travel this path, too.
Every
one of us has to choose between the values of this world, and those of the Kingdom of Heaven. We know the right choice—but
that doesn’t mean it’s easy for us to follow through on it. In the Letter to
the Ephesians (5:15-20), St. Paul had to warn his converts to watch carefully
how they lived, to avoid religious ignorance, and not to get drunk on wine, but
to be filled with the Holy Spirit. That seems like very basic, obvious advice—but
even Christians can be tempted and led far astray from the truth. In the Book
of Proverbs (9:1-6), we’re advised to “forsake foolishness [and] advance in the
way of understanding,” but we’ll never be able to do this on our own; we need
Christ’s help. That’s part of what Jesus meant (Jn 6:51-58) when He proclaimed
that those who feed on Him have true life. Certainly, He was referring to
eternal life in Heaven, but He also meant being spiritually alive while here on
earth. Only if we allow Jesus to live within us here and now can we hope to
live with Him eternally—and it’s the Eucharist that most fully allows this to
happen
A
Protestant minister named Keith, and his wife Renee, started attending Catholic
Mass when they were away from home for a few months, though, of course, they
couldn’t come forward for Holy Communion. Keith later wrote, “One Sunday during
the Liturgy of the Eucharist while Communion was being distributed, I started
to cry. I couldn’t explain it. At this time, I did not understand the teaching
on the Real Presence [of Jesus], but my soul did. My soul was starving for the
Bread of Angels” (W. Keith Moore, “Keeping Jesus at the Center,” Coming Home
Network Newsletter, August 2009). Happily, Keith and Renee went on to
become Catholic—a trend that’s become far more common than most people
realize—and so their deepest spiritual hunger was satisfied.
Sometimes
it takes an outsider like Keith to remind us as Catholics how privileged we
truly are: we have the opportunity to receive the actual Body of Christ every
time we attend Mass while in a state of grace, thereby being filled with the
life, and the saving and transforming power, of Jesus Himself. When our time
comes to be judged by God, and we’re reviewing each moment of our lives with
Him, we will regret the times we missed Mass, the times we were distracted
while receiving Holy Communion, and the times we failed to give sufficient
thanks for this great gift; we will also rejoice over the times we received
this Sacrament worthily, the times we truly opened our hearts to the
Eucharistic Lord, and the times we allowed His presence to strengthen, nourish,
and enrich us.
The
Eucharist is more than we can comprehend, more than we can understand, and
certainly much more than we can ever deserve—but Jesus yearns to give Himself
to us in this manner, and nothing pleases Him more than having us come forward
for Communion with genuine gratitude and love. Whether we’re a great sinner
needing to be turned into a great saint, like Venerable Matt Talbot, or an
average Catholic simply trying to make it through another week, each one of us
needs the spiritual life Jesus offers in this Sacrament. He promises that if we
eat His Body and drink His Blood, we will remain in Him and He in us—and His
promise deserves all our faith, all our gratitude, and all our trust."